LIFE UPDATE: My Depression, Spirituality, & Finding Positivity!!

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I never thought I’d upload something this personal but I said I wanted to make more personable content so HERE GOES NOTHING!!
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Koi’s channel: https://www.youtube.com/user/koiscorner
^His videos are absolutely amazing if you’re interested in spirituality and all that fun stuff. Super informative and interesting!!!

***READ THIS PLEASE
So this video is something I’ve been hesitating uploading because 1. it’s disgustingly honest and 2. I’m nervous about the reaction people will have (not that I really care what people think lol). I’ve decided I’m going to talk more openly about all that spiritual jazz because it really has become a pretty big part of my life and I don’t see the point in hiding it from you guys! I’m not trying to wave anything in your face or force you to believe in any of the crazy shit I do (LMFAO) and I apologize if it comes off that way BUT it’s not my intention. Also, I’ve been pretty open about my depression/anxiety in the past but I always felt my wording was “off”. I have trouble finding the right things to say (obviously) so I’m hoping this video cleared the water with any questions you guys may have had. So many YouTuber’s nowadays portray this false image of perfection and perfect EVERYTHING and it pisses me off. I want to stay as real as possible with you guys and continue to be a relatable friend/sister/mom/aunt/cousin/WHATEVER lmao. So even if I get made fun of by the wonderful cheerful teens in my town IT’S ALL WORTH IT BECAUSE I AIN’T BEIN NO FAKE BITCH. Love you guys and I’ll see you in my next vid 🙂
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Comments

womump1 says:

You'll cheer up a bit once you find yourself a hot guy to pay you some attention and help you do your shopping hauls :)

womump1 says:

Its easy to get depressed if you think you're depressed. There is an old Charlie Brown cartoon where he holds his head down, and he says "If you really want to get any joy out of being depressed you need to stand like this" LOL

womump1 says:

Steph stop getting depressed and whinging. We can all do it, you know. Cheer up and put a smile on 🙂 No matter what happens to you in life, being anything other than cheerful about it won't make it any better. BTW where's your boyfriend you should have pulled a Hot Guy by now. Get out there and pull a Hot Guy :)

Didianna says:

Thanks for sharing. I wrote also about depression, may be you are interested, http://beforeitsnews.com/awakening-start-here/2016/08/no-more-depression-its-time-for-awakening-7594.html

Bobbi Bunker says:

Have you got any advice for paranoia , I constantly feel like paranoid about the silliest of things ? X

Emma Webster says:

could you do a video about your spirituality ? only if you feel comfortable, though, i totally understand if you don't want to share that

kaylee rivera says:

I honestly watched the whole thing because i know it might not seem like it to you but you're just life is so interesting. Idk why but i love and support you Steph

Soshie Lebron says:

❤️❤️❤️❤️

Nancy Boadi says:

Thank you for this video I could relate to a lot of this and I hope that things really do get better for you I love you💖💖

Joshua Dale says:

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BeautyWith Kyla says:

people make fun of me because I'm underweight anyone have any help I cry about it sometimes and I eat and try to make myself gain but it just doesn't happen it makes me lose self esteem sometimes

BeautyWith Kyla says:

I'm so sorry you had to deal with this depression is very hard to deal with

Marisa Manns says:

i love how real this video is. proud of you steph!!

sidneeyxo says:

Love all your videos steph!! Been here since u had 800 subscribers:)

Nina Moceri says:

i love you so much! thanks for sharing this you're so real and inspiring!! much love and appreciation xoxo :))

Nisha Talisha says:

Love you steph!

Kyra Pennington says:

so proud of you Steph! <3 xx

Kelly Teske says:

this is an amazing video! thank you so much for sharing

KatriceJustice says:

I legit watched the whole video lol
I hope you have a great senior year :)

Allison Hicks says:

i actually rlly like ur hair in dis vid

Maiya Fleck says:

Good for u😊great vid!

Noelis Villalona says:

What camera do you use for your videos?

natlovesdance17 says:

Okay steph this video really was the best video you've ever made in my opinion. I'm going through so much as I will be a senior in high school too and college apps, hard classes, the whole freaking works and I'm stressed beyond words. Recently I've been feeling so down as I lost my best friend and tonight my best guy friend and i had a huge fight and we can't talk anymore because of what happened. I feel like k can't talk to my parents about this and I'm sick of telling my friends everything but I feel so lost and I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like my life is falling apart at age 17 lol. If you have any advice steph, OR ANYONE, please help as I could surely use some LOLOL thanks, lots of love.

callie F says:

I'm praying for you! I'm so glad you're doing better!!!

Kayla Ann says:

I know what you are feeling with the depression. I lost 5 family members in 6 months. One of my family members and I went to a counselor for a while. I got no support from any classmates, teachers, administrators. I was bullied during that time and I had mental breakdowns like crazy and still got bullied.

Abbie Eliza says:

You are so strong and I am so proud of you for living through this past few years. I also suffer from depression and have lost a few family members, I completely know how hard everything is to do daily..Obviously I don't you personally or barely at all, but I really do love and care for you so much! If life ever gets tough please remember, that I do care xx You go girl!

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